12/19/2005
noone but me from URL @ 4:10 PM
HELLO!
(:
i'm helping sarah blog because her computer is spoilt.
faster go repair arh.
anyway, she wants to wish all of you
MERRY X'MAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!
she can't wait for carpark duty and parade!
i think she misses me a lot(:
bye!
12/16/2005
noone but me from URL @ 11:47 PM
hello all, again.
some joyous occasions.
23rd- carpark duty! (:
25th- christmas! -hmmm
28th- parade! :)
WOOHOO for the first and the last.
FINALLY A PARADE! I LIKE :)(:
so much for christmas is special when celebrated with family.
-my dad's gna be overseas.
-mom prolly gna be with *ahem.
gg to go church, visiting; visitingvisitingvisiting.
no mood.
but, nvm- i'll enjoy(:
i think the worse thg for single families, is on special days like these, kids only get one of their parents. and how can i possibly go ard laughing and whatnot when i think that my dad will probably be sitting ard with a couple of frens, missing us so.
christmas is time for the family.
my dad'll be all alone.
it'll prolly end up like last yr.
hopefully btr w/o certain incidents.
i cried on christmas, and i rarely cry.
BUT! CHEERS! FOR THE 23rd and 28th. (:
miss bravo 05 so.
not gna be that for much longer.
12/15/2005
noone but me from URL @ 5:44 PM
hello all. msn is screwed and obviously i've got nothing to update about. except that i like using the word- TWISTED. lol
12/13/2005
noone but me from URL @ 5:21 PM
talking to zy, gc and sus online now.
the FOUR of us (:
i think we're meant-to-be table partners.
SIGH. i rmbr till like dunnow when i was into taking hist with gc.
and pat too.
then dunnow why i put lit.
prolly cos i thought hist was rather heavy, harder to score- etc.
nvm, im still gna buy the txtbk and read it as my storybook.
no matter what ppl say, history is NICE. interesting. captivating. wdvrr.
i like and so i dont care what you think.
anw the 3 of them. they make me smile.
they make me laugh, they cheer me up.
and for the sake of that- i really really really pray that the sciences would combine, instd of the humanes.
then i'd get, geraldine! the four-of-us reunited table partners, and patricia! the highly intelligent genius. lol.
say, my class got who- me, sus!, zy!, shruti!, aziz, marli!, [2o] syikin, muhaina, nishanthi![2c] girija[2h] and got somemore duh. just the people i know.
CHEERS. i killed a freaking mosquito(:
12/12/2005
noone but me from URL @ 11:45 PM
did i mention. im a nice kid.
i made dinner for my family- lasagne.
aren't i nice?
right TAY ZHIYUN, KATHLEEN KONG, V SURIA[ who is now in gentings]
hahaa, im nice.
but i still feel lousy la.
cooking is supposed to be therepeutic.
it is, just not- enough.
noone but me from URL @ 8:53 PM
my nose is currently in the fifth position for the SEA games, relay: running noses.
it'll probably qualify for the olympics by wednesday.
i don't know if you've ever noticed, but whenever you're down or sth,
you also tend to fall sick?
and then when you wake up frm slp, your eyes are wet, like you've been crying in your sleep.
so its really all in the mind huhh.
you can actually control falling sick.- to a certain extent.
no wonder i rarely fall sick.
heh. i don't know wthell.
but everytime i get confirmation for all the pieces of the puzzle i've put together, i get so disappointed and whatnot.
its like, i know. i've been living in denial. and when im brought to face it, oh, T H E N i get depressed and laadidaa.
dumb la.
and my laughter is so fake, im shocked at myself. ha ha.
anyway another resolution, im oh-so-not gna live another TWO freaking yrs of a facade.
so, ha ha again.
ha ha. i think im sick lah.
honestly, i wish i was bitten with a CONTAMINATED aedes mosquito.
ha ha
okay. im gone. but i like this song.
Look at me
I will never pass for a perfect bride
Or a perfect daughter
Can it beI'm not meant to play this part?
Now I see
That if I were truly
To by myself
I would break my fam'ly's heart.
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight
Back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Somehow I cannot hide
Who I am
Though I've tried
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
frm mulan- saturday's ch5 show.
12/11/2005
noone but me from URL @ 1:05 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATHLEEN KONG! (: the youngest kid in our platoon, yet the oldest at heart. hahaa, no offence.
12/10/2005
noone but me from URL @ 9:36 PM
hello, i shall update about my HOLIDAY.
day one
left the house for lavender bus interchange, caught the transnational bus all the way to KL.
i learnt how to play taiti, if thats how you spell it- poker.
at the stopping-place, i bought kelly clarkson's album. wanted to buy jay chou's too, but i din know what was his latest album.. soo. and like pat said, i shd give him the credit by at least buying an authentic cd. hahaa.
ok, so frm KL caught another bus to gentings. WOOHOO! so cold and nice. darn shiok laa. then we had to take a cable car up to the mainland-gentings cos no bus goes all the way up. but it was darn cheap, 8 RINGGIT for the bus tic and the cable car ride. thats like sg 4 bucks, which is freaking CHEAP! hahaa. anw me and my cousins took one cable car and it ROCKED. i tell u, the sentosa one is soooo not worth it. saw mountaineous views, and when we opened the windows of the cable car, the mist swirled in. SHIOK. it was darn nice(: hahaa.
then ok, reached there, settled down etcetc. played cards and talked but slept early for tml.
day two
i woke up freaking early at 0730. and just sat in bed till 0800 to have some, thinking time. yaa. then woke all my cousins up, took turns and got ready. then by 0845 we were ready and went to knock on the adults' door, to find thm STILL sleeping, NOT wanting to get up. SHEESH. then so only left the place at 10+. haiiya. anw, set off for the themepark then.
at the themepark, while queuing up, i saw *ahem. got a shock laa. even in malaysia, gosh. then ahem's dad is yishun town's teacher counsellor, and my cousin so happened to be frm yishun town. so her dad recognised my cousin,a guy, and suddenly their whole party turned to look at our party. AWKWARD ok. haiiya. anw then..
we played all the rides- duh. and sooo, the day ended. yea, nth much.
in the night we played cards again and talked to sleep. latee.
day three
got up, this time with my aunt yelling in my face to do so. and slowly and sluggishly packed evrythg. then, so we checked out. left the place. caught two cabs to bukit tinggi, which btw is a mountain abt 3000++m high. not as high as gentings though. then played the word game on the cab. like for movies, i say anaconda, it ends with a, so the nxt person says american pie, which ends with an e.. and it goes on.
time flew reallly quickly, and we reached! we booked an apartment, like a whole HOUSE to ourselves. the only problem was that it was 1.2km away frm the reception. so whenever we wanted to go anywhere, we had to take the hourly tram. sigh. for the first day there, we did so. went to colmar tropicale. its a french based village in msia, my opinion. its CONTRIVED. [haha, a word learnt] meaning superduperFAKE. so, dont go. and evrythg there is super ex. so yes. it wasnt that great. after that we caught a trolley to the rabbit farm! rabbits are DARN CUTE. but beware- black rabbits with one white paw and one white ear are VIOLENT. i got three scratched on my arm just trying to put the rabbit down. if nl saw, i'd bet she thought i cut. sheesh.
anw, so yea, the rabbits were cute and all. then went to feed the donkeys. hahaa. donkeys stink. really. but kinda adorable. then went to see the REINDEER! omg!! freaking PRETTY! its like, you know, the rudolph the red nose reindeer. so fairytale like. haha. lured thm to me using grass, and they're so PRETTY! and as of that moment, i've resolute-d to stop eating deer meat. another one of my new yr resolutions. and ok, so nth much for the rest of the day.
day four
the day i almost died! hahaa. went jungle/mountain trekking. was darn fun! erm, the mountain was 3200m. trekked all the way up, all the way down. didnt see much except for gibbons[monkey like thgs, just w/o a tail.], two SNAKES, a poor lost lil kitty, and duh insects. was fun laa. esp the part i almost died. lemme say what happened.
i was 2nd, immediately behind the tour guide. and my brother behind me, my ytss cousin behind him. my cousin's shoe doesnt have friction and like nish's shoe, has a BIIIG hole at the bottom. it was a narrow 'ledge' and it was SUPER slippery. but i managed to make it. my bro did too, with my help. next came my cousin. i and my bro were holding on to a feeble lil tree. and my cousin was coming, he slid. it was a few metre skid. so he yelled, "SARAAAHHHH." i freaked, and stretched out my hand to him laa. he grabbed my hand. and like i said, it was a FEEBLE LIL tree.
the stupid tree collapsed.
i seriously thought i was gna die. i screamed. my brother screamed. my cousin screamed. my mom aunties and all other cousins screamed. then we went down. but i and my bro were still holding on to the tree, and my cousin to my hand. and we were just HANGING in the middle of nowhere, and if we were to fall- it was a 3000m+ fall. we'd die in other words. and then my aunty had to yell " OH MY GOD SAVE THEM!" that was hilarious. we all started laughing. and we were STILL hanging in the middle of nowhere mind you. but honestly, i was pretty freaked. then the tourguide guy slowly pulled us up, me the last.
and so yes, i almost died.
hahaa. my cousin was funny too. another 10yr old girl. i was helping her along the way, cos she just kept falling. and there was one point. she slipped, and she fell backwards. and she SCREAMEDSCREAMED like super loud flailing her arms and legs and SCREAMED. gosh, i ran to her and hugged her, then she opened her eyes and looked at me. then she started to cry. she thought she fell all the way down, and had died and thought GOD WAS HUGGING HER IN HEAVEN. HAHAAA> funny.
okay. so day three- thats basically it. we went bowling after that and just slacked ard.
oh, and once when my cousin slipped and i had to hold sth to grab her, i grabbed a VINE OF THORNS by accident. and i couldnt let go, cos then i'd have no support and would fall with her.
so i had thorns in my hand, and had to pull thm out one by one. and a small piece got stuck. so had to use a needle to dig it out. my palm was sore. sigh.
day four
the official end of our holidays. and laadidaa, we just found our way back. reached home at 11.
the end
anw, i wna be a regular trekker, cos i think im quite good. nxt yr gg with aunt to camerons, and after Os, to kinabalu! hahaa. hopefully la.
-if i dont almost die again.
twice this yr, once on my bday, another on my holiday.
saddening. feeling blue. lol.
naahh, im HIGH.
just feel like using blue.
OH. AND NATALIE AND SURIA ARE GG TO CAMERONS TOO! or rather,nat is there alr. WOOHOO, WE ALL THINK ALIKE. AND THIS CAPS IS BECAUSE OF MY HIGHNESS INFLUENCED BY KATHLEEN KONG YUTING WHOSE BDAE IS IN EXACTLY ONE HR 34 MINS.
WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH THE TIME NOW IS 2226, BTW
noone but me from URL @ 3:05 PM
i didnt update abt my holiday.
even abt the ppl i saw,
or even abt the fact that i ALMOST DIED.
yes.
wondering why?
cos JIANGMUJIA made me play hexic.
i warn you all.
dont start.
12/03/2005
noone but me from URL @ 10:10 PM
hmmm. lets see, my STONED life.
wed- went out with acids. or rather 1/2 of thm. shopped, ate, watched chicken lil'.
thurs- went for tuition. watch hp with my mom. oh, saw ahem and ahem at town.
fri- went to nlb for the first time with suria and her! then went for the rainbows outing and watched chicken lil'. again yes. for free though (:
sat- went for prata breakfast with dad, tuition, went for novena, lunch, back to my dad's office, finished pride and prejudice book, used com, watched tv, went to adams road(my cousin's shop) for dinner, and here i am.
i ate out the whole day! gosh.
AND, i drank teh halia. which is ginger tea. which i like(:
i also like the burning sensation when hot tea scalds your tongue.
but strangely, i prefer ICED coffee. hahaa.
and im gg malaysia on mon.
to KL- then to bukit tinggi(a mountain)-then to gentings-then back to KL[TO SHOP(:]-then back home. i havent packed, and have got no intentions of doing so. YET; of course.
i know nat's also gg to genting, PITY not same time though.
anw, HAHA im playing hexic now.
just came up with a BONKERS story with zhiyun.
haha. and, hexic IS quite fun, but i dont like the bomb.
and i cannot get the pearl.
OH! ITS TEN THIRTY. i gtg watch tv. GOODBYE!
12/01/2005
noone but me from URL @ 11:15 PM
star light, star bright. first star i see tonight. i wish i may, i wish i might have the wish i wished tonight.
have my prayer answered tonight. today was- heavy duty. sigh. -people are gg for major operations. -people are feeling down and lousy. -people who got ME going when i was down, talking abt death as inevitable. these people, who mean a LOT to me. i pray for them to be happy. healthy. and to have faith in him. "hurt me as much as you want. but dont hurt those whom i love, because that will make me cry."
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